| | why does the jesus post come up and down? Because I go back between... I feel like I'm hurting the feelings of some of my friends, many of whom are Christians. And then I think - this has to go back up because of the spirited debate that exists in the comments. Someone said that I seem like I'm burned by Christianity, or unanswered prayers, and bitter. Oh come on, I am a happy, peaceful (here it comes) "blessed" person. I am also a bullshit activist. That's why I'm annoyed at Treasury Secretary Hank Paulson for destroying your futures, and I'm annoyed at stupid pastors who don't know shit, who tell people that by tithing they will be rewarded with material wealth. They say things like, "If you give, you'll get back ten-fold". Derivatives have hit the holy market, with Faith-backed securities!~ Fuck you and pity your victims.
Oh also, it's also near Christmas, and it probably isn't in the spirit of the holiday - however, I am putting it back up again. I love my friends, but Christianity is so 80's.
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| | Posted 12/21/2008 3:55 PM - 4051 Views - 40 eProps - 55 comments
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Gary, You should really steer clear of these types of posts. This is a deep thing with some people. Its borderline offensive. Why did you have Joe Bussink perform your wedding ceremony? Why didnt you get the Dali Lama?
Or Santa Clause. Maybe you are after traffic, maybe you are bored. But lets just not go there.Youre going to alienate yourself. As I said before. Religion is so complex and so deep rooted and no one knows the real answers until you die. I personally am a Christian and not fanatic about it, but I have had 2 very real moments, (One when I was kidnapped in a parkinglot by a lunatic who held a knife to my throat for 4 hours and I managed to escape and run, and he was chasing me and I was running as fast as i could and I swear GOD SPOKE TO ME AND TOLD ME DO NOT BE AFRAID and a peace came over me. At the time, I was partying and hanging out with questionable people, ( I was only 25) and doing some things I shouldnt have been. As he tackled me to the ground and I lay face down at 4 am in the street with NO ONE TO HELP ME, I heard a voice (not outloud just in my head) that Said DONT WORRY< YOU WILL NOT DIE," and Gary, I cant explain it but a peace came over me, and guess what!? The lunatic didnt hurt me, he picked me up and told me "Dont worry, I dont want to hurt you anynmore than you want to be hurt." and we walked back to the car where I had run from.
He began to tell me his whole life story, FIRST MIDDLE AND LAST NAME, and let me go a few hours later.
2 weeks later, his SLIT A WOMANS Throat while she lay sleeping in her own apartment (THE SUPER RITZY SIDE OF TOWN, where he had accosted me 2 weeks to the day.) (She left a window unlocked in her CONDO, She was a 26 year old kindergarten teacher and she DID NOTHING WRONG. Then he took a coke from her fridge, sat in her living room and watched TV, while she lay bleeding in the other room. Then he raped her and stabbed her in the left side of the chest and left her for dead.
SHE BARELY SURVIVED and was able to call 911 for help. I spoke with one of the policeman on the scene, (he was dating a friend of mine and I knew him.) He told me that she was a mess! That he also beat her face with a IRON too and they didnt know who she was based on her ID in her purse, etc.)
Now.... He is serving life in prision in Texas. Do you think that a Day does not go by (This was in 1989) that I DONT WONDER what that voice was, and why I was so calm, and why this guy changed all of a sudden?
I stopped the things I was doing, I changed all my friends and started attending a church. (Theres no such thing as a perfect Church. Churchs arnt MUSEUMS FOR SAINTS< They are HOSPTIALS FOR SINNERS.) Then I met a wonderful man, (Pilot in the Us Airforce) and we moved to Japan,and had a son, who is the light of our lives. He is a dream son, and I have achieved most of my goals, Im a Master Craftstman, CPP, and have a life that I love.
I was raised by Atheists, who when I told my mother the story of what happened to me , (it was her birthday that this happened. she said " Well, If you were going to get killed on any day, it might as well be my birthday, because I HATE THAT DAY ANYWAY."
So tell me, Do I need Gods love? YES! Did I need to change my ways? YES! Did I feel empty inside and without a Real Purpose? YES. Am I fanatical about it? NO. I have only told a handful of people about this. Did that night April 21, 1989 change my life big time? YES. When you are starring down the blade of a butcher knife, locked in a car in a pasture, and you know THIS IS IT. Like I did. And you hear a voice, that you've never heard. (I DONT HEAR VOICES uusually, haha) And then you get so peaceful that you dont care what happens. Then the predator lets you go because he gets peaceful too. I cannot explain that. Its unexplainable. Just like so many things. So Gary, No one is asking you to become a Bible Thumper. No one is asking you to believe in anything. We are just telling you, Just avoid this subject, befause it HURTS US, YOUR CUSTOMERS. Its not necessary. We would rather just side step this issue. Talk about your COLON Cleansing, Talk about your Snap decisions, Talk about your horses. Talk about Photography and Finacial. But please, let something be sacred.
We love you and appreciate what you've brought to the industry, but this is just going too far and its like a SLAP IN THE FACE to those of us who Do have a Faith. Youre treading on sacred ground here.
Talk to Joe Bussink about faith and keep the Blog Religion free. Just a suggestion. PS I have a feeling that when you decided to start a family, and if you are in the delivery room when your first child is born, and you see him and you hear his cry, you will Get a feeling that God is WITH YOU. I know most of my friends (and some non-believers have said the same thing.)
Hugs! and GOD BLESS YOU GARY.(WINK)